these past few days you used to hurt me badly.
how i wish forgetting a person can be so simple!!!
sunday
a broken promise.
one moment you tell me this.
the next moment you fucking change your mind.
&&you tell me you can't do anything about it?!
then you have to come up with stupid stories.
why don't you just tell the true reason?!
fyi, i've given up a lot of damn things
that i want just for your sake.
i kept so much things to myself,
afraid you might get fucked up & stuff.
i thought of you, but it seems like
you've never ever cared about me.

monday
a new start.
another chance for both of us.
i was fucking hurt while listening to his words.
his cry seemed to last forever.
it kills me. i felt guilty abt it but idk why.
he kept on insisting to come up with me again
after some calls, i gave up.

last night
tired.
kenneth, a fucking crazy
former classmate of mine
asks me out. i said no.
i can't cheat on him
even tho we're having a bad time.
i slept @ 9pm.woke up 11.
tossed & turned till 2am.
i was crying the whole time.
i badly miss my god damn room.
my family. & him.
called up to him
but the line is fucking crazy.

tdy
???
i skipped math2c again.
i lost my book. that's why.
then had a quiz in IT1.
i managed to answer half of it.
haaahaha.

k, i got lots of homework to do.
i missed a lot of lessons. i need to cope up.
or else i have to get ready to fail.